YSaturday, July 10, 2010' 3:53 AM

yo all .
it's really late to be posting now but
it's saturday so who cares !
later i'm going for bbq
which i sort of am reluctant to go
'cause i just don't feel like it but
friend say until like that
i got no choice but to go lor x.x
sigh ~
at 4am i'm gonna have mac breakfast
and i don't feel hungry
a lot of things are on my mind now
so it's pretty full :X
there's so many things i wanna do but i can't
'cause of some reason or another
and then i feel that probably
i need to go and see a counsellor to get myself back
and really i need to
promo are coming real soon
if i fail ,that's it for me le x.x
can just go poly de liao ><
sigh ~
feel stressed by all these things
how i wish i can just stop studying and go out and work
i don't mind actually
however ,when i think of my phD that i wanna get
i find that motivation to work
ya ,guess i need to psycho myself into doing the right things le
i need to change for the better :X
well ,i guess that's about it
goodbye all
i realise i'm typing without looking at the keyboard
wow !yet i got a lot of typo error lolx :X

YWednesday, July 07, 2010' 12:52 AM

Yesterday was a slacking day
And the math lecturer said that a lot of ppl did badly for math
this is just what I expected 'cause math is really hard la !
I a lot of qns dk how to do :(
Well ,it's over ,so now just gonna wait for my terrible results
to come to me le x.x
And hopefully it won't be so bad.
Well today was a pretty bad day ,
I just wasn't good and till now I still don't feel good :/
Sigh ~
I wonder what's wrong with me
Am I just expecting too much?
Hais ,I really dk .
I feel so lost and there's no one I can turn to
I feel so helpless and I really dk what to do
All I want is to be happy
That's about it
I don't want any more troubles .
My energy are almost being drained le ><
Sigh ~ someone save me pls ..
Alright ,that's all
Byebye