YSaturday, November 07, 2009' 12:56 AM

I gave you all you desired
all that you need
Boy ,I provided
I let you into my bed
into my bed
and that's a privilege
I had your back at the answers
you took the dollars
i took the chances
defended ,battled and fought
'cause i really thought you love me
I don't know where to start or where to stop
no ,but i know i am done
I had enough

So fall out of my hands
out of my heart
and when you hit the ground
you'll be sorry i'm not around
i will watch you
and you fall out of your mind
out of your fantasy
when you hit the wall
think of me
i'll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one
i was the girl
and i was the young one
i kept your feet on the ground
my head in the rounds i had you
you told me you were so grateful
i was with you
and i was so faithful
stood by in all that you said
and all that you did
i loved you
i don't know how to act or what to say
but i know i'm good
I'll be okay

And you fall put of my head
out of my heart
and when you hit the ground
you'll be sorry i am not around
i will watch you
and you fall out of your mind
out of your fantasy
when you hit the wall
think of me
i'll be on the top just watching you fall
i'll be on the top just watching you fall

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
since i woke up today ,up today
I look at your photograph all the time
these memories come back to life
and I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
the time that you danced with me
with no music playing
but I remember those simple things
I remember till i cry
but one I wished I'd forget
the memory I wana forget
is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played our song
and throwing my tears ,I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
'cause I know I'm wasting my time
and I don't mind

I rememver when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
the time that you danced with me
with no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till i cry
but one thing i wished I'd forget
the memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up
with your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
you sound so alone
and I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
you still feel it on your lips
the time that you danced with me
with no music playing
you remember the simple things
we talked till we cried
you said that your biggest regret
the one thing you wished I'd forget
Is saying goodbye ,saying goodbye
Ohhh ,goodbye

hellO all ~
today my mood is totally bad
had been emo throughout the day
hais ,
to me today is a sad day
hais ...till now i'm still sad .
sigh ):
i don't really wanna feel this way anymore
it's tiring
and i feel extreme pain in the heart and head
keep getting headaches ><
hais ...
it just sucks today
sigh ....T~T
i cried just now
a lot of things went into my mind
i realise somethings cannot be back to how it was before
and current things have to end
idk what to say
i just feel extremely upset
the past has to go
and the current has to go on
i feel pain if i'm gonna lose it
extremely painful ~
but i don't know if the feelings are even genuine
it just seems liek a joke when i think about it
is like you've been treating this like a joke
saying that you love me is all a joke
nothing can be trusted anymore .
if you love someone won't you bother to change
nothing ever last
and i'm always correct ...
i don't wanna bother to ask you the qn .
i wanna give up
i'm just thinking if i should ..
'cause i have to feel a lot of pain to let it go
to let it go off from my hand
haiss ~
saddness has won today ><